How to disappear completely

Originally written on 29 December 2013 – taken from my older blog A vanishing point. She’s starting to believe that she’s gradually disappearing, and not just figuratively, but also literally. And with the kind of magical thinking that she has, she thinks this can’t be far from the truth. Over the past couple of months, she…

On throwing a Holly fit

The Holly fit comes to you when that unnameable fear becomes apparent, it becomes all too real. It could be as devastating as hearing about the death of a loved one. It could also be after realizing that your possessive, controlling boyfriend has been fooling around all along, and your obedience, devotion, and loyalty to him have been put to waste. It could be deaths on a massive scale. It could be small, inner deaths. Whatever it is, its arrival should be sudden. Its suddenness should feel like a blow. It should have the power to rock you to your very core.he Holly fit comes to you when that unnameable fear becomes apparent, it becomes all too real. It could be as devastating as hearing about the death of a loved one. It could also be after realizing that your possessive, controlling boyfriend has been fooling around all along. It could be deaths on a massive scale. It could be small, inner deaths. Whatever it is, its arrival should be sudden. Its suddenness should feel like a blow. It should have the power to rock you to your very core.

Everyone’s in their own personal coma

So I am back to traditional blogging. Again. One year after I promised myself that I will go back to traditional blogging (after years of hiatus). One year after drunk-buying my own .org domain (which at that time I intended to use exclusively for ranting) – but never got to use it eventually. I’ve been…